sigh

exam isn't around the corner jorr... is tomorrow.. but I still online-ing..

I was lazy to study, lazy to face to those books, lazy to understand what the books wrote ..

yesterday night I was thinking about ** what are the purposes that I study? **

> study for money?

> study for my future?

> study to earn more money to become rich?

> study for myself?

> study for earning more knowledges?

> study for a good result?

I loose my way to study... I don't know why I should study... I became lazier and lazier...

and I know that is happening... but I don't know how to solve it..

my problems are became more and more and more...

STRESSFUL , I know it much well... but I just know two ways to release stress...

----> PLAY PIANO or CRY OUT LOUD~~

sometimes I really needs supports from my family.. but sometimes they don't know...

sometimes they just know how to ask me do the works and bath earlier, quickly.. or scold me"softly"

*sigh* I din't mean that they treat me bad.. they treat me very well, just lack of something important..

maybe their thinking are different with me..

STUDY....sometimes I LOVE it.. but sometimes I HATE it so much...

I love study because I will know something that I don't know;

I hate study because of those exams.. ;]

during this holiday, I cried... because of something that made me unhappy...

but when I met my darlings.. I forgot all those unhappy things...

because of them, I get my happiness back... thanks dear~

occasionally, I will think why I got such a youngest sister... *sigh*

maybe SOMETIMES she was very cute.. but most of the time she was so naughty..

*sigh louder*

lastly, I hope every candidate can pass their exam with flying colours lo.... =]

GOOD LUCK everyone... =)

posted by

Jamie. ♥