waiting for... ...

what I've been looking for? what I'm thinking... what I'm hoping...

everything I had now are not enough for me... I'm a greedy person.

I hate to being cruel and greedy... but it's all because of the people that surrounding me.

they made me to be cruel and greedy.. evil and bad.

what I've been looking for? is what I really want.

nobody knows what I want. because I didn't tell them.

although I have a lots of friends, but.... .....

sometimes, strange feeling will come to disturb me. it make me shut my mouth.

I want to trust them, but without any reason, I don't... just because of the feeling telling me.. don't trust.

my true friend... my diary... ;) I tell her everything... my feelings, my life...

I'm a lonely person... I didn't even have a best friend to tell my stories. how sad I am for being a human.

yet, we can't change anything.. so we accept everything that happened to us. :)

though we can't be best friend, but we can be good friend. ;D

nobody that I can tell my stories, but I can listen to other people's stories. =)