planB

Don't know why sometimes I think my english is quite unearthly. I am so embarrass to speak english or even write english whenever I go, including blog *although I am actually using english now, but I still feel embarrassed*

Time flies, tomorrow is Monday. Lifeless man! The Deepavali holiday is here, but I feel nothing, not even happy, excited or eager.

Everything had become meaningless to me, and I am so disorient. People are busy with their occupied life, but after PMR I am so freaking sloth and lost. I should plan before the PMR, because I need a plan.

I hope to get myself a job to earn money because I am seriously lack of cash now. Besides, I have a long to-buy-list in my mind however sometimes it is just so difficult to fulfill it. 

Then, I am lack of choices of animation, I am so lost, again. I couldn't get any website or program to watch ALL the animation or any movies online. I need one! 

I had even thought to start study for Form 4. I thought I was insane, but my second thought, NO. I am not insane. 

I am wasting my time on doing nothing and garbage. I should spend some of my leisure on study. I can't overcome the pang of conscience. Maybe I should start to study after all. == I think, I am insane. 

No matter how, I am still waiting for some awesome animation to show up! Any suggestion? )'; I need it so badly. My time is flying away without any beneficial reason and meaningless.

Tetris at home almost everyday. Rank up, rank down like a roller coaster. I am so boring! I miss books sometimes, although I said I had fed up with books. hehe

Maybe I am going to blog everyday? idk.

Life is full with paradoxes. 

Anyways, love life, no lies. :)