fake smile ; real tears

I was so hurt, so sad, bleeding again... unfortunately, tears drop on my fingertip.

I cried because of those silly reason.. I'm crazy!!

I'm too emotional.. I tried to control it, but I failed..

I think it's not only because of the "essay" reason. maybe got other reasons.. too many pressure!!! or blarh...

Ning kept calling me cheer up.. and I was trying, but failed.. I really tried my best...

moreover, Yinn kept counselling me... so do Ning.. *LOL

*controlling my tears*

I'm so stupid.. maybe I'm too nervous.. therefore, I din't read the whole question properly..

or, maybe over confidence... :X

today, I was so careless, even during the BCpaper, English paper 1.. T_T

not only during the English paper 2... *wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu...

*sigh..* I don't know what should I do now... cheering myself up??

but now, my mood is better than before.. =) prepare for tomorrow's war..

hey!! girl, you must be stronger now!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! ^^v

conclusion: I'm stupid.. :x