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It's almost comes to the end of the school holidays... However, I don't think I spend the whole holidays with my books! HEHE~

Next Year, I am going to sit for the Piano Practical Grade 6 Exam. That's my final decision!
It's a hard decision to me. Grade 6 is not a easy grade to pass. Plus, the problem of scales. -o- Please stop driving me nuts!
I haven't start to practice the pieces yet, because lack of stock! XD
Therefore, I have to wait. Wait and Wait and Wait.......
Then, the Time is getting Shorter and Shorter and Shorter....
Then, I am getting Nervous and Nervous and Nervous...

To pass my Grade 6 exam, I have to get every notes correctly and the expressions, too!!!
Dah!! and the Scales! -o-
God bless please.

Besides that, the nearest challenge is the Final Year Exam. Nuts!
Yesterday, I was doing my English and Bahasa Melayu's exercises. The more exercises I did, the more disappoint I felt!
I was so sad, so angry of myself, So SCARED! How I'm going to sit for the Final Year Exam like this!?!

I was kept asking myself yesterday... WHY? HOW? WHEN? WHAT?!
Then, I got the answer. :) Let yourself to choose what you should be. Do the best you can.

I am tired of pushing myself to the wall... But... It's hard to leave it down.
I cannot guarantee that no more "pushing" in my future life.
Because, I am so afraid of losing everything.

I'm not a perfect person.
Sorry for can't being perfect.

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