Wish to happen, but not going to happen.

Just now, which means is the early morning. I woke up earlier than usual in order to make my mind awake and clear.

My alarm ringed at 8.30am. Then, I shut it up to continue my dream.

However, without any clues I can't go back to my dream at all, then my mind started losing control.

Something ridiculous that never ever happen before and will never happen, kept showing up in my mind. 

Something that I always wish to happen, but my instinct telling me it is only your imagination.

In addition, my instinct told me if it really happened, I will get hurts. =o= wthell is going on?! 

I am so confuse now, everything like... UH?! O.O what is happening?!!

My mind was totally blur and stunned when all the pictures showing up. Besides, my brain was like lost control, nothing can do with the situation. Then, just let everything happen. 

Everything is so real and unbelievable. Or, maybe I think too much. 

No matter how real it is, how unbelievable it is. It is not going to happen. :D Think positive! 

Yea, it might be the thing I wish could happen and yet it is not going to happen! NOway! Impossible!

hmm, I always think too much! :P

Ohh my, tomorrow is the last group practice. Then follow by the concert. 3 days from now to the concert. XS

What I am going to do?! I am so scare.. D: I hope on the concert that day, my performance can be better than before and no mistakes at all. 

I want to have a perfect sextuplets, however every time I played it was like missing something else. IMPERFECT!

My fingers like.... rushing for every notes. Then, the tempo is too fast. Then, still something more.... 

arghh, I don't know how to explain to you guys. It is just so weird! XS

Besides, my violin still haven't send for repair yet.. wtf! I always forgot to take it to my cousin their. Maybe I shouldn't put it in my room. LOL. Otherwise.... ?!?!?!?!?!?!? it had went for repair already. ==

Ok, that's all.

Tata. 

ahJamJam.