F-M-L.

Credit from ahJamJam & Olympus.

I don't know what to do, I am rather lost my direction. 

Because the practical exam is only 2 1/2 months to go! I am freaking scare. Especially, my scales. I really don't know why am I so dislike scales.

I feel like want to kill myself, for being so straggling! I was trying to be strive in order to get a good academic and best in music, and yet I aware that I can't. 

My ability is limited. Maybe I can, however I always try to ward off from it. yea, I will attempt to be stronger and be more courageous. *sigh.

I am addicted to animation again. It's not a good sign at all, it will outrightly ruin my life. fml.

Hence, I am striving to focus more on academic and music. Unfortunately, it's not working well at all, I knew that.

I am a failure, I will never make any achievements in my entire life. D; *negative thinking is seizing my mind.*

SKIP SKIP!!

I had just registered as a nuffnanger, but it seems like quite jam in the nuffnang web page. I can't load the page of it, so... unfortunate. ==

The objectives I sign up for this because, I want to earn some money and I wanna discover who view my blog! HEHE, I hope I can know more about my readers. The quantity of people who view my blog may be vary, but I still wish to know more about them. ;)

Hence, please help me to click the advertisements, if it's convenient or even inconvenient for you. ;X I will extraordinary appreciate for your help! :D