How they are made.

Suddenly, I miss a lots of things. The things which are not often happen in my life. Hmm, how should I explain it. I scarce know, but the feeling is so weird and 'uncatchable'. 

My mind is like turning around, not focusing on anything. But not only one thing. It could hardly be said, BLUR.

A lots of memories, everything which happened in my life, I will never forget it. Because each of them are unique. 

Sometimes, people thought that I had forgotten 'those' things that they don't want me to remember. However, I will remember some of them til the day I die. 

Yet, some of them may makes me live in agony. They are totally sucks! I don't want to remember them, but they intruded into my mind, and seized it! How rude they are!

Bad memories always behave like how they are made.

Like, something which I refuse to remember... == Hate them! fk them! * I am rude now. :P

Besides, I hate the maker of it too! Not me, is the ***... Why *** has to always flash across my mind? Why *** isn't they guy I want?

yucks, *** is disgusting enough for me to remember the fking face, attitude, lies.. and so on! GROSS THING!

How good, if I can make some memories with the guy I want. HEHE, but it will never happen. fine, just give up. 

However, hope everything will be fine as I want! :D

LMAO, today I saw his hair. He had cut his lovely hair. lmao, astonished me when I saw it. Freaking cute hair style, but not suit him. I prefer the previous hair style more. 

HAHA, but the latest hair style still look adorable on him! Just can't get use to it ,when I look at him or even think of his hair. 

Ohh my, I have a crush on him?! woots, spread the news, if you feel free to do it, or you know who's the guy I am mentioning. lols.

Okay, night. Sweeet dream.