Monday, 18042011

Ohh ya, I am here again. Honestly, I still left 10 minutes more to update this post. Because I had promised my sister to hand over the computer to her before 5pm due to I have to do my revision start from today.

I can't believe I still left few weeks more to the exam week! O.O I am outrightly dumb. I did not conscious about that actually, until today I eventually woke up from my dream.

I need to start to do revision, otherwise I will 'die nicely' in my mid term exam. I don't want to take any risks again. I am scared of any challenges. 

I don't want to get sucks result anymore! I had fed up with all those useless fears. They are not my friends, they are my enemies!

I shouldn't stay so close with them, I should stand off from them and take them down!

Further, I suppose to be striver in order to make myself more 'automatic' and possessed better self-conscious and strengthen my self-control. 

Moreover, yesterday I eventually measured my weight... I am kinda happy with that, though it's still not a satisfied result. 

However, I will attempt to cut down 5 more kilograms, if I manage to achieve that high goal. lmao.

I just want to be slim, that's all, but it's difficult. ~__~

Ok now, I still left 5 minutes... Start from today I am different from before, I am stronger and more intelligent, diligent! 

I must convince myself like this, or else, I will really lead myself to a dead road. lols.

Time's up! BYE, wish me good luck. :)