the dom.

sometimes they know, sometimes they act as if they know. It will takes years to discover what they know and what they don't know about you. 

Trying to be random, because my current life was kind of hectic, stressful and exhausted. 

I've been undergoing this kind of life for years, but still can't mix well with them. I have never been through this kind of life before, as my day had fully booked with tuition and group discussion. That wasn't what I wish for. *cry.

Maybe my heart is way too far from stressful yet closer to free and easy. 

Indeed, people prefer to have a free and easy life, who don't, right? But we could not possess it so effortlessly and open our arms widely to wait for it. We supposed to be more initiative in order to accomplish what we aim to do. It is always a tough task, but if we believe, we can do it, so just do it! Give yourself to what you believe and what you really want. Someday, triumph will come to you. 

Somehow, I know the way to say, but I lost the way to make it come true. 

When the challenge comes to you, you hesitate and blank-minded. You lost your direction, but after finding the way out, the challenge accepted. Then, it's the time to take the challenge down, and make yourself proud. Satisfaction is normally the best reward ever. Well, different people have different views. Everything is depends on your own wants and decision. As I said, decisions may kill you. You have to deserve the denouement of your decision. 

Back to school.

I can't believe I was paying 90% of attention during Biology class. Alright, I sacrificed the 10% of my attention to my friends as they were having fun during the lesson. LOLs, but anyway, I had achieved to pay over half percent of my attention during lesson. Besides, I got nervous after all the obstacles came to me. I almost collapsed during my addmaths tuition due to the difficulties in solving the questions. Indeed, it evident that I am not a genius at all, yet it genuinely told me I am a perfect dumb. My brain jammed in every question, millions of thoughts came across my mind, how could I be so silly in solving some stupid unknowns and numbers? So now, I must pay 100% of attention during lesson and study assiduously for my weak subjects. Honestly, every subject is my weak subject, except Moral perhaps. haha

That's all for today. Thank your for reading this random post. I will update the continuous CNY post soon. :)

Welcome, February. It's my birthday month! oh yay!! 

ta-ta.

Jam. lovess