random: my feelings, my words

WHOA, it's been awhile again, I accidentally forgot about my blog. Well, I'm sorry for doing so, but I kinda busy recently, busy getting rid of the endless homework and project. These are genuinely disaster. Out of the blue, my head became blur and felt a hint of confusion. Everything comes too fast, all in a sudden. It quite scary with things all come at once. So, I was dashing everything as fast as possible, my hand even feel ache quite some time. It really painful and I have no idea how to get rid of the pain. -.- dah?

hmm, not much outing recently, or be more precise, not even one happen. Everyone is busy with their own life. My sista is coming back from Vietnam tomorrow. *jealous. I want to go travel too, but unfortunately, financial problem always hold things off. Fine, I am still a teenager who don't have financial ability yet. 

I wonder why, I feel weird sometime, of myself. I isolate myself from the groups, most of the time? I don't know, don't bother to know anyway. Just feel a lil fed up, when someone neglect or ignore you in the group. Whatever, I had got used to this kind of situation, I just have to adapt myself into some sort of solitary.  Somehow, I feel sad and down, of course I do, I am a human. But, I can't do anything to make things better, because I can feel something's wrong within the thin air. The change of ambience makes me feel uneasy and unwanted. So, I let go, but it doesn't mean I am giving up on something, merely leave those who don't need me, don't want me to be there. Well, or maybe I think too much? over-sensitive? whatever, the past can't be changed anyway. 

I draw my feelings out, but seems like nobody can understand my piece of drawing. too bad. It's hard to find someone can read your mind, close to impossible. 

Today I saw a very nice fact, I would say that,

"Adults are only kids grown up, anyway." -WaltDisney. 

so true. loveit.

Everyone has their past, their life's history. 

Those are the stories that can't be changed, but they can make some differences in the future. 

Future is the only hope we can depend on. It is where the nearest to our dream. 

And, everyone does has their utmost desirable dream in their life. 

So, believe in ourselves, we will never ruin our future as well as our dream. 

Our dreams are unbreakable. 

Jam. lovess