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i don't know how to describe, express my feeling right now, it's weird. 

i know my feeling is guiding me to a dream, but i'll never be able to reach for the dream. 

it's weird, isn't it? i know where i'm going, but can't reach the destination. 

the feeling is undeniable, somehow i think i'm wrong. it makes me suffer so much. 

why? i'm having too many doubts right now. i'm confused. 

i'm confused. i'm confused. i'm confused. i'm confused. i'm confused. i'm confused. i'm confused. 

i was aspirating for something called dream. it seems dreamy, somehow it isn't when i'm confused. 

it turns out to be a nightmare when i can't reach the top of the dream. 

it's suffering to be able to see the top, but never ever reach for the top. it's a horrible nightmare. 

i'm confused. why? what kind of dream i'm desiring? questioning....myself.?

the bizarre feeling.