the dream life fight

peeps! Finally my handmade school diary is done! Yesterday, I spent the whole day making the diary. *exaggerated. LOL, no la, only half of a day. Anyway, it's a huge satisfactory after seeing how gorgeous the diary is. teeheeee I racked my brain to come out with a good quote for my cover. I even went to MPH to do some researches by surveying those note books's cover with words on it. LOL I found some of the quote are motivating and meaningful, but the final decision ended up came across my mind. - The dream life fight.
To be frank, those quotes which I researched contain too many alphabets and I couldn't find that many of alphabets through the limited magazines and flyers that I've got. So, few words are more than enough. The Dream Life Fight, so nice right! lol Okay, I'll just make everything short, it's photo time! :)

The cover.

Behind the cover. -Eat Play Sleep Fly. 

Yeap, next year will be a fight for me, but I still prefer to make myself to take it easy, enjoy my life. LOL Of course, it's impossible.

Then, behind the back cover. - Dance Love Sing Live 

I saw this four words somewhere, it's actually has more to say, but I only took the main points. 

Dance, as if nobody sees you. 

Love, as if you have never hurt before. 

Sing, as if nobody hears you. 

Live, as if tomorrow is the end. 

The back cover! I super love this!! I found this gorgeous picture somewhere in the magazines and it caught my eyes! BIG love! 

I was trying to make next year to be a good year, since a battle is ahead of me, less than 12 months from now. People will kick my ass if I keep mentioning that battle since 'as if' there is a long way to go. haha Did you realize that I pasted '2013' behind the cover on the book wrapper instead of in front? Ha, I bet most of you never notice that lil trick! 

Well, you know, the dream life fight isn't only belongs to 2013, it's actually indicates my entire life. I fight for what I want, I fight to achieve my aspiration, I fight for the sake of myself, I fight to get myself the biggest satisfactory in my life, but not being on the top of the world. There is always a fight in our life. That's the lil trick to make our life more powerful and different in our own way.

We are scared of being who we are, because you might afraid of the unpredictable and unbearable aftermaths of releasing the true self of you. By the way, we aren't monster. Why? We restrict ourselves to not cross over the line. And to be honest, where does the line exist? Why there is a line, to manipulate our life that only involve ourselves? Yeap, it is a natural response to what we want and the meaning of doing so. The line is to alert ourselves. Somehow, I think it's better to neglect the line? 

There is a line that we shouldn't cross, Don't be too over. That is what we always bear in our mind. But, to me, I'm trying to avoid it.

Fight, for what you want. You might think that you don't know how to move on in the future, but inside you, actually know what your heart really goes, but something confine us, the fear of making the wrong decision. Normally people can't withstand the denouement of making mistakes, because  we are used to win in every game. The pride, the dignity, the power, the so-called  satisfactory of being on the top. Once we own them, we will never want to let go, those stuff are addictive. Therefore, we are afraid of making a wrong move, afraid of what might costs all them. Well, it's not wrong to have them, but be yourself. Those stuff are easy to change someone's personality, but stay who you are. The fight isn't easy, but once you've make up your mind, you will manage to move on. Believe in yourself, impossible is possible, make yourself comfortable with your decision.

So, let's make next year a good fight.

Jam. lovess