First month of 2014

Halo people! I'm eventually back to my lovely blog! I was extremely missing my blogging days when I was in my camp. Since the first day in camp, I was thinking about my blog because I had so much to say. It was quite a suffering moment, when there was so much in my mind but I couldn't spill out any of them.

 

crazy people. haha

 

First day, I was a bundle of nerves when I stepped into the camp area, but I still had to act steady and normal. Fortunately, I made friends and life goes on in my camp. I have my mind set to experience life in there, but in a meantime, I hope to enjoy every activity we carry out. With this, I will suffer less and minimize the chances of homesick. Soon, I have used to the camp life, cold water bath, wake up 5am in the early morning, line up at the padang when the sky is still dark, no comfy bed, air-con and so on. Life goes on.

 

Time flies, I spent my first month of 2014 in the camp, as I thought I've been living there for years. wtf. And as if I've known my friends there for years as well. I am so grateful to have known them in my life, because without them, I would probably suffer more. It's not that staying there is suffering, but it's really a good opportunity to experience life. I have to attend a class called, Character Building class every morning. Initially, I hated it so much and I always fell asleep during lessons. But then, when I got myself committed to my teammates, I soon found it little fun lah, but still more to boredom part. At least, I learn to voice out my ideas and be more cheerful. hehehe

*all photos credit to my friend.*

I felt bunch of relief when I headed out and saw highway, because I knew I was on my way home. Amanda, friend of mine in camp car pool with me headed to home, we were cheering in the car as we saw the highway! We were extremely excited in the car, we eventually on the way HOME! Dude, HOME! I never had such a strong feeling when heading for home, yet last Wednesday I felt it. It was genuinely overwhelming! haha I miss my home. Everything looked so familiar when I reached KL, the buildings, trees, roads, shops and malls. I finally left the rural area and saw my home, the city.

 

Now, I'm home.

 

When I open my eyes, find myself in my room, on my bed. Nothing beats such an awesome feeling! I love my home and everything! I miss my old days, listening to hitz.fm in the morning, schooling, blogging, playing piano! First thing I did when I reached home was, played my piano! My fingers suffered a lot whenever I listen to music, especially instrumental music! I felt as if wanna slap someone on his face. I was dying to play piano there! I saw people were playing guitar there, my heart sink. It would be so good to have my piano with me whenever I go, but it's quite impossible, piano isn't really portable.

 

After few more days, I have to go back to my camp. Honestly, I am quite looking forward to the coming activities there, but still I will miss my home. However, I have to choose either one. Moreover, when I saw my friends have started their college life, I was so jealous. Sometimes, I would think that I will waste my two and half months time staying there, because I chose to leave my comfy life and move to such a different life. Hopefully, I can enjoy every piece of it, as I do not hope to waste my two and a half months doing useless and boring stuff. But, til now I am quite satisfied with most of the activities, except the hot and burning sun. haha So, bring it on! Challenges are accepted! :P

 

So, that's all for today!

 

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!