Exam is going to end soon! YES! I am freaking excited yet kind of disappointed in this morning, due to the physics test. I finished my physics terribly today, so I think I am going to fail my physics. Anyway, it's within my expectation. sorry teacher, please forgive me if I fail my test.
Okay, just skip those unhappy stuff. OH YAY! Tomorrow is the last day of the monthly test. Finally, the day I had looking forward since the test started, is approaching. yes!
After this test, the holiday is here too! ohh yay, break time is eventually come to me, seriously, I desire for a break since the battle started. lols, I finally realized how much that are beyond my knowledge, how stupid and dumb I am. LOL
Form 4 isn't a joke at all, fight for all time, no break or rest within. WHY??! *trollface
Can't understand what is chemistry? biology? PHYSICS? you are dead to fight for life.
I need to work VERY VERY hard in order to avoid 'f' in my exam. Well, isn't bed of roses, indeed. Anyway, I will try my best to knock out all the challenges. How best I can do in my life? idk.
Out of a sudden, I feel that I am so stupid and brainless compared to my friends around. *sad. As always, I am stupid and dumb, nobody cares.
I am a bad bad bad girl, for not serious to my promise. Well, I really trying my best to keep it, but what can I do, if my heart isn't go like my mind. fml.
I had did my very best to let go, but somehow, my heart went to the opposite side. Why you NO follow to my order!?
I really do not want to bind by that, because I needa regain myself. MYSELF. I want MY life back in place. Crazy for that isn't my life meant to be. FREEDOM found half, another half is still rejected by my heart. fml.
good question keep echoing in mind , reason of falling for love. Thought for days, weeks and months, still answer not found. why?
I miss this little girl, my niece, Crystalbelle so much! She is currently travelling at NewZealand with her parents, my cousin. lol Oh ya, belle is going to celebrate her birthday this month!
Obviously, these photos are taken at NewZealand, I stole them from her mother's fb. hehe
One more! My cousin, ModJez! I miss her freaking much since her leaving for Birmingham. Mod a, when you are coming back?!
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Days like these I want to drive away. - Part of Me by Katy Perry
Jam. lovess.
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