whatta you want from me?

Life, never goes like how we want. It always goes in the opposite way. The way which makes everyone uncomfortable, uneasy. 

We try everything we have to abscond from this bound, somehow, we just couldn't make ourselves out of this circumference. 

Desires cannot always be fulfilled. Perhaps, none of mine are being fulfilled. I fight hard for my desires, but still not one is satisfying. Some, maybe were granted, but I am greedy. 

Everything I've done, is not with my own will, well, maybe part of it. I wish my life can go like how I want. 

I want my life stay in my hand, but no others, not even the noble man in the world, not bound by any disaster, rules and regulation, NOT ANYTHING. Only myself, that's all. 

However, life is filled with unwilling moves. Every move we make, isn't deep from our heart. Every move we hold, isn't allowed to be granted, because it might lead us to despair. Who knows, maybe in the other way, we might get surprises instead. 

We always complain, about time we posses isn't enough for us to do everything we want. Indeed, time always insufficient in our life time, that's why it makes time becomes precious and invaluable. 

But we hate, I hate it much! My time always occupy with things I refuse to accomplish, but then I have no choice. 

Life isn't leave me any comfortable options. 

I have nothing to present to you, because you leave me no choice.