life after. friend.

since the holiday is over, the schooling is back, follow by the monthly results has finally comes. Well, some of the subjects are kind of disappointing. I promised myself no matter what happen, I cannot cry as I thought I had prepared for the denouement.. ermm.. but then.. i BROKE it. 

The tears of disappointment was rolling down of my eyes as I got the results, though I tried my very best to control it. I can't really help myself after all these happened. 

Tomorrow, I have to confront the all pure science subjects, and well, hopefully I might be ready to face the disaster. Since, these subjects aren't convincing me to pass with flying colours. LOL Obviously, I am lack of confidence and... ready to die. :x 

Besides, I made a stupid deal with my friendssss, REALLY, friendS. If I fail my physics, all of them have to treat me Mcd as a return, but if I pass, I have to treat ALL them Mcd. wtf... 

What should I do? Pray for pass or fail..? LOL Anyway, if Mcd can save me from failing my physics, I would like to treat all them Mcd as a celebration. :) But the point is, WHERE CAN I GET ALL THOSE MONEY TO BUY THEM MCD? lmao. 

Anyway, this is only a monthly test, and I shouldn't take it so seriously, but to test my level of what I've learnt in these 2 months. Apparently, not a good data. Conclusion might be a negative one. D; 

At least, I know I can improve myself! Additionally, I still have not much time to get myself walk towards the triumph. To be franked, the midterm exam is on May and it's not far from now. ... life... can't you walk slowly so that I can get myself prepared well in a longer period. TT

Moreover, I am so disappointed on myself, as I had addicted to anime instead of studies. LOL I am back to anime fever again, can't get myself out of it easily. Perhaps, I fell really deep this time, couldn't free myself as if before. However, the anime which I addicted and love so much is called, Fairy Tail. Honestly, it's an awesome, fabulous anime to me. In my opinion, I think the theme of this anime is to promote friendship. 

They possess powerful and different kind of magic, they work in a guild, though they fight with each other sometimes and cry a lot, but the bond of their relationship isn't break easily. They trust each other, they do not betray their 'family', cherish their relationship. 

I was touched by some of the scenes, because I learnt something. Friends are the second family outside the world. We may have lost our direction of life, but we never lost our shelter wherever we are, since we have friends. Friends are the second home to rely on. We believe each other and make life better. :)

oh ya, I learnt something amazing, " Live for your friends, do not die for them." ;) Isn't it an awesome phrase? 

Besides, it's a long story anime, total up is around 120+ episodes, fortunately I am managed to watch half of it, so I striving to finish it before I start my plan. That's why I spend hours watching it, without noticing the time is elapsing swiftly and uselessly. lol Anyway, it's a way to release my stress. :x And....another excuse to free my guilty.