Over.

ohhhhhh YAY! Finally, the exam is almost over, since tomorrow I still have last two, well hmm, unimportant papers, so it can be considered as over. I am so tremendously happy right now, feeling of exhilaration is flowing throughout me, all the burden are flowing out of me. thanksgod that I am eventually back to normal life, which no more hectic revision and lack of sleep life. 

You know, sometimes when you study too much, it's extremely lifeless. Everything keeps repeating without fun, just blur blur, dull and boring. Moreover, we merely attempt to memorize all the syllabus in order to pass the exam. We lost our incentive and initiative. 

This is so lifeless. But we have to carry on for some reasons, like our future and flying colours results. 

Nowadays, students study for results, all the fun and joy of knowledge have been murdered, and study without really knowing the true objective. What a pitiful study purpose we have. 

To be franked, I am so willing and LOVE to enhance my knowledge, but since all the 'rules and regulation' of study nowadays, my spirit for discovering more knowledge has been abridged. Well, it sounds I give up easily, generally yes, perhaps. Sometimes, it's really torturing and suffering to keep up the pace of others when you are trying to enjoy the joy and fun that knowledge gives you. Somehow, inevitably, you just couldn't make it through without thinking giving up the true objective. Everything is so dreadful and suffocating. How can you still be so slow while others are surpassing you?! Human...human... is so confusing. 

I love and would like to learn. Unfortunately, I have limited strength and ability. I do not have enough time to achieve my desires. It's really something regrettable, but I can prolong the time to accomplish my desires? I will take it positively. :) Or I need a appropriate time management? teeeeheeeeee Besides, I can't overcome the pressure and stress for study, as you know, people around me are very good and excel in study, always pass with flying colours. Me? No way, I couldn't be as excellent as them, because I have limited power. Too bad, my brain is different from them, theirs are so abnormally powerful. 

I am not belittle myself, but it's true. I am not as good as them, I feel so inferior. Even though, I give everything of mine for study, somehow the outcome as if being limited and regulated. I will never be able to reach the same level as them, indeed, it's impossible to surpass them. *sigh, I should not talk this on my blog, haha, I am telling you guys how terrible I am. 

Anyways, I should be happy, because the exam is over, and I have bunches of awesome friends around me. Even though, sometimes I feel a lil bit left out, however I am proud to be their friend. :) Left out because I am different from them, alienated.  

Jam. lovess

天國的您

儅我正煩惱著剪報時，我發現了一篇文章，《熊老師的故事》，不僅讓我想起以前小學，讓我無法忘懷的一位老師。她是一位很溫柔又可親的老師，她在我四年級時留下了許多美好的學習回憶。

對了，她就是我四年級的科學老師。她是我人生中最難忘的老師之一。可是，如果我沒記錯的話，她在我初一還是初二的時候，離開了我們。 當時我完全是傻掉了，同時我也知道當中的原因。
原來，就算儅你做好了一百巴仙的心理準備，當事實擺在眼前，心裏難免會有無法置信的感覺。
當時的我就是這樣。

我記得，儅我升上五年級時，我再也沒有看見她熟悉的臉龐，在學校遊蕩了，就如人間蒸發一樣。我很想念當時的時光，是她讓我覺得學習也可以是一種享受！
想必那年我班的同學，也是很欣賞她，因爲老師她帶給了我們無限對學習的興趣。儘管時間不長，但是我知道大家都很享受。
我從小就很喜歡，科學，這樣東西。再加上她的教學方式，更讓我對科學有更上一層的好奇心與興趣。
老師很愛對我們說故事，總是讓我們聼得如痴如醉，津津有味！老師的講故事section，是我們最期待的！也是我最愛的 ♥

老師她，頂著短短的頭髮、嘴唇上總是凃上鮮豔的顔色、明亮的雙眼將大家的沉悶都一一抛開，還有我也發現，她最愛穿高跟鞋了！我也總是在數，老師有多少雙高跟鞋，因爲自己也很喜歡穿。老師也一樣，身高不矮，但是還是依舊喜歡穿高跟鞋。呵呵！
還有！老師經常“恐嚇”我們，她的座位有一枝浸過葯水的粗籐鞭，鞭打人特別痛。如果吵鬧的話，她就會亮出她的法寶！哈哈，當時單純的我們，信以爲真，所以上老師的課都會保持安靜。

我也曾經被法寶懲罰過，好像是沒有帶作業還是什麽的。我很記得這件事，是因爲我以爲老師會出全力的打我的手掌，可是，結果。。。老師只是隨意將籐鞭滑下，所以是非常、非常、非常、極小的力，有如螞蟻咬般的痛而已。被打后，我是完全傻掉了，哈哈哈，因爲實在是太意外了！而且，那次好像是老師第一次打人耶。因此，印象特別深刻！
還有，老師好像沒有生氣，還是責駡過我班，還是我對老師的印象太好了，所以忘了老師負面的形象。哈哈，無論如何，老師，我依然愛您。謝謝您 ♥

可是，以後再也沒有機會，被老師的法寶懲罰了。我也只好將一切化作成回憶，烙印在心中。

我，真的很想念老師！

老師，您在天國過得好嗎？ ♥

#LastDayOf2011

#LastDayOf2011, what should I do? 

Okay, seriously, I am not ready yet for the school reopen and 2011 is going to end today. #LastDayOf2011 I've no idea what am I going to learn or who will I be in the coming years, since the past few years I was quite blurred and confused. But, everything has become a history. 

I've got straight A's in PMR, so what? My life has to go on still. It has only make some little changes in my life. I am goingto Form 4 next year, it's gonna be a tough year either. It is always tough for me to live in school. haha Since, I am stupid and dumb. I am so grateful to have my friends around to help me in every moment I needed them so badly. I am proud to be their friend. Thank you guys for being there whenever I need you all. :')

This year indicates something meaningful to me, I had gone through half of my secondary life, but it is still far apart from the biggest challenge. 

I've grown so much in this year! I've learnt something which makes me become maturer.

I fell down once, it doesn't mean I'm not standing back again. I summoned up my blood and stood up again. I've learnt to become stronger whenever I met the obstacles. I overcome it and take it down and make myself proud. It teaches me, there is no failure, if you never fight to be succeed, the failure is only you. 

Guys let's fight like the past few years you had been doing so too! Nothing have to change even though the time is still elapsing as usual. You just have to become stronger and stronger to make every year 'tough' with you! 

Let's ROCK it until 2011 ends. :)

After today, the brand new year begins. Everything still remain in their own authentic position. Make them become love. 

goodluck everyone! :D 

Ancient memory.

Yaya, I am back. :) I really hate myself due to my stubbornness. I am in front of the comp again! hng, I am suppose to facing the books instead of comp, fb.... LOL

I was working hard for my studies currently, because I think my academic standard is quite far off from the PMR standard. I've started to feel afraid and terrified. I feel so terrible of myself. Why am I so useless?! I wish I am born with a genius brain. OKay, I assume that everyone wishes to own a genius brain. 

I was lack of sleep too! omgosh, my dark circles are getting darker and darker and almost turn me into a panda! Why would I lack of sleep? I also don't know why, simply so difficult to turn in. yucks, sucks.

I am a girl who don't know how to sleep well. LMAO. Genuinely, I scarcely know the way to help myself to get a better sleep. xD

Do I sound hilarious? Ya, I think I am. I'll automatically sleep when I get exhausted.

I am here to tell one of my primary school story, my little childhood.

Here it goes. . . . . . 

This ancient happened when I was 10 years old, a student of standard three, a little naive and idiot prefect as well. 

How was the election goes? I definitely don't know. Suddenly, teacher told me something.... Then, I had became a prefect. duhh...

How I use to control my class? HAHA, the most idiot way.... I shouted at the class all the time, just like a mad girl. Shout as loud as I can, on the top of my lungs! And I never copy student's name because I don't want to be hated. 

I stood in front of the class and shout, "QUIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"  Yes, it worked, for a few seconds. They looked at me for few seconds, then continue their route, noisy and noisier, chaotic. LOL
What next?! I shouted again, hysterically, louder than before. == The same result I've got. *stupid me.* 

Honestly, I think I am stupid and brainless when I was young. You know what I've taught the monitor of the class? I taught her to shout at the class to be quiet. LMFAO! However, she failed to achieve my triumph, LOL.

Once, one of the student told me, "Jie Jie, your voice so powerful, make my ears so pain." Then, I told the student, " then, you better keep quiet and do your own stuff silently." Ya, he brilliantly did it. But after I left his seat, he continued to make noise. == *You deserve it, boy.* 

Prefects normally have to wait for the teacher to come into class, then they can only leave the class alone.

Once again, their class teacher eventually came into the class. She told me in front of the class, "Girl, next time better don't shout, later your throat get hurt and lose your voice. Besides, you might make others suffer too." I blushed, "OKay."  lol

But after that, I still worked with my own plan. SHOUT! *who cares.*

After a year of prefect, I quit. However, after proceed to standard 4, my position from a monitor had been degraded to a class monitor. Fortunately, nobody teach me to shout at my class! haha.

As you can see, I am so stupid and insane. ~_~

That's all. B Y E. Hope you enjoy it. LOL.

Jam.

28.06.2011

Goodbye, May/June Holidays.

I am so sad................ :'( Two weeks holidays had eventually came to the end! arghhh, honestly, I am kinda happy with the school reopen. ;X Though, schooling is super duple boring, but unless I can have fun with my classmates and my darlings, schoolmates as well. muahahahaha!

I love play fun with my classmates, schoolmates, indeed darlings too! They are my motivation of going to school, you know. They are essential for me to motivate myself to attend my school days, to go on my lesson! They are ROCK! 

Nerdies have nerdy fun, sampats have sampat fun! Every category mates has different type of FUN. They are tremendously awesome. They colourize my LIFE. To be frankly, school is fun, if without the books. :X 

Moreover, maybe some of the subjects are interesting, like my favourite subject, Geography. I used to hate this subject when I was Form One, because of the teacher's useless and stupid teaching. Because of her, I've got an C for my Geography in my first test of the year. Throughout the year, I didn't get an A for my Geography due to her stupiak teaching. 

Then, proceed to Form Two, my Geography was getting better and maybe some of the tests I've got an A, finally! I worked extraordinary hard for this subject, I memorized all the details and whatever in the Geography. But, I did not regret for doing this stupid action. HAHA, I think it's useful. ;X Really, OKay. ;P

Then, Form Three, I eventually met a good Geography teacher! wheeeeeeeee~ I've got A for every test! She is so awesome and hilarious. When she's teaching, her comical expression will be the reason which we all laughed. xD

SCHOOL. Two more years to go on my secondary school life. I scarce know what will happen next. It's unpredictable and incredible. :) 

21th of Dec2010.

short update here.

I thought today I am going to Midvalley with my Mama and sista, however disappointment came to me.

Therefore, I went to my auntie house in order to wait for my sista finish her work at Pianoforte.

Besides, my aunt and Mama's friends gathered at my aunt house to demo something. I am not interested in the demo. But anyways, the demo "produce" food. Therefore, it's good to stay at my aunt house instead of go for window shopping. HEHEHEHE.. :d

Pictures here. :)

Snapped it on the way to my aunt house. XD

Too boring.. TeeHEE....  

The foods that the demo "produced". Honestly, there were still more foods but I was too enjoyed during that time, so I forgot to snap it. 

My sista and I. ^^

Boring, so I watched the Twilight Investigation. Damn funny and idiot! It is really a very entertaining drama. HAHAHA!

My Mama and my little cutie niece. lovesss..

YEAH! Here she is! She is so cute.... >< Her name, Crystalbell.   

After watchin' the Twilight Investigation it was around 4.45pm, therefore we went home. :D Because Mama needa cook dinner. >< Then, I came here to blog about today.

Oh yeah, tomorrow is the TangYuan Festival, so are you guys going to celebrate it with your family?
Yeshh, I am going to make tangyuan with my family tomorrow. I can't wait for tomorrow! Because I love to eat tangyuan. :DD

En, that's all for today, Thanks for readin',
Tata.