I set alone behind them, reading the "Zhong1 Xue2 Sheng1"...
actually I wans't read, I was just simply "scan" it..
then, my mood sudden sank till the bottom, I don't know why.. and it's kept sinking...
I was tired to talk... I felt helpless, lonely...
I got my dear friends , why I will feel these feelings? is it my problem??
ANS: I don't know~
I wanna cry out loud, but I wasn't brave enough to cry in front of the class..
if I did that, they will think I got mental problem..
so I tried to hold back my tears.. and I made it~ =)
after that, over schooling.. on the way to my dad's car.. I was alone again... :(
then, in the car... hugging the small pillow.. slide down a little bit.. wanna have a nap..
but it is just an excuse , honestly I want to cry and I don't want my dad saw it..
yet I din't cry out loud.. just a drop of tear... failed again~
back home, no mood... *sigh*
did the essay used almost 2 hours... failed!!! *sigh (louder)*
can't sleep well... *sigh (louder and louder)*
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these few days, Babi(s) and I was busing with the stupid board... it's made me can't continue my Dragon Rider... *sucks*
moreover, my Theory try exam is tomorrow... I haven't prepare for it... OHH!! I hate it so much.
and the theory exam just around the corner, but I still haven't prepare for it~
OMG failed again!! not again... :(
why all those exams suddenly come at once??!!!!!!!!!!
that's why I felt so TIRED???
trying to chEER myself up~
but FAILED
again...
it's all about yesterday, the passed , and I hope today is different.. =)
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