DAH! Kill me please.

OMG! Yesterday at first I studied Sejarah. I was almost "killed" by this subject. -o-
I can't even memorize those long and weird names. Especially Chapter 7!
It's so torturing... Besides that, I was nearly fell asleep when studying... == How boring it is!!!
Hopefully, I didn't fall asleep. Thanks God!
Then, I decided to change the subject, maybe can make me feel more energetic and interested.

However, it's not working.. It made the situation worse. what subject I studied?! : Science.
I tried to understand what's the book is trying to explain. BUT! I almost spent my time reading the reference books, and what I got is nothing.
NOTHING AT ALL!! It's is so driving me mad! NUTS!
The teacher at school teach something I don't understand, and the explanations are totally like air---> nothing.
Why I say so?! Her explanation is totally same as the notes she gave us. what's the differences?!
She is so jerk! O- I'm so angry now..... ARGH!!!

Before I collapse *LOL, I kept all the things in place and went to watch my animation to relax myself.
I tell myself, don't push yourself to the wall again... It's not working... :) It's only makes you hurt. :D
Make yourself study in the way that's you feel the most comfortable.
After that, at night, I didn't study at all. I don't want to feel any stress at all.. Stress make me feel like I'm going to H E L L.
Lmao!

Later, I'm going to study Geography and KH. I hope these two subjects will not let me feel collapse.

Tata!