The Wall of Death.

Please don't make me cry...
I was doing the Mathematic exercises just now.
I felt damn disappointed on myself. I can't even solve those easy questions.
My brain was totally dimming! I am so scare... the nearer the exam is, the more frighten I feel. 
Honestly, I can't remember what I have studied in my holidays.... My brain was entirely stop working when studying..
Now, when I face the books, I feel so useless of myself.
I hope everything can end soon, so that I can meet solou soon. ^^ However, wishes always come late.

I need to put more efforts on everything... In fact, I need more things to make everything perfect!
Actually, I have no more strength to perfect everything.. Perfecting things are tired including myself.
Therefore, where I can get more strength to change it into effort?! WHERE? please tell me... IF you know.

Pressures here you go... You've got my words. You always come back to me again and again. *none-stop
Although I hate you, but you are always my pushing point! However, you always make me hurt!
*sigh. No choice. I have to push myself again, to hit my goals.
When will all my efforts pay off?! :: I don't know... maybe the next of me.

Tears go down my face again... SOON. trust me, I will. :)

Here I come, The Wall of Death. :)