As you guys can see, I am so free to update my blog. But actually, you are wrong.. There are tuns of books waiting for me to play with them.
The intervensi exam is going to hold on next week, which means there is only three days from now. omg, I am still updating blog here. I am going to die in the exam.
What government test la?! Cancel it will be the best choice ever, however it's not going to happen.
All the chapters covered is from Form 1 until Form 2. I am really dead, because unfortunately, I had almost forgotten everything I've learnt during Form 1 & 2.
Everything come at once again, the stress. ;( When the exam come, many negative thinkings will crushed into my mind and seized it, for example, my practical Grade 6 piano which will be held on this June.
I am freaking concerned about this exam actually. Because from the day I started to play my pieces, until now, I still can't play everything well and perfect. Even though I know, I am not a professional pianist.
However, when I made mistakes, surely I will feel depress. Then, failure thinking will take over my mind.
What a negative person I am, failure.
Further, this fact almost made me cried for it! omg, I had mentioned that the thing I hate in my entire life is STRESS. They are outrightly SUCK!
lols, just yesterday the Form 3 & 5 students attended a motivation speech which presented by Taylor University.
The speaker is so humorous, we like him so much. He advised us to be positive and be confident. Besides, believe in ourselves that we can achieve anything that we want to!
Yes, of course I hope my mind can think like this, and yet it just out of my control.
Who doesn't want to be positive and go positive, many things are unpredictable. Like what the poem, Life Brief Candle wanted to express,
"Candles can be extinguished by anytime, when there is the wind, unpredictable, like our precious LIFE."
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