What the HELL.

HAHA, I am back. I've been missing for few days, I guess. It's almost to the holidays. Hence, what you guys had plan for your holiday? outing? computer? paktor? Or study? =o=

Pity me, I have no choice, I am forced to spend my holiday with schoolworks! omfg. I hate the teachers so much. ;( They love to 'torture' us, especially when it comes to holiday. Teacher is so bad. 

Science exercises, BM essays and MATHEMATIC! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! all come to me, one by one.

I've got tuns of schoolworks to complete, then kick them out from my holiday mood. This year will never be a relaxing year for every form 3 student, I guess.

There are tuns and millions of schoolworks, folios, and so on to do! They are generally suck! ;( 

Besides, form 3 students are going to encounter many different kind of exams too! I think we are going to exam for the entire year, til the end of PMR. ==

I hope the PMR can end soon, so that I can enjoy the happiness and the relief of the end of the PMR. :D

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What should I say? When people like us, encounter some bad or difficult problems, they will surely ward off from it. We don't even courageous enough to beat them down. Cause we are weak, we are coward.

Why are there have so many people behave like this, or I can mention it as, us? Why, any ideas?

However, they will never know that, things which are bigger or stronger than us, will make us stronger and be more courageous when we 'fight' with them and beat then down. Do you know that? Do you ever conscious about that?

Unfortunately, I will never dare to beat them down, because I know I will lose in the competition or the game. I am a coward. I don't even dare to 'produce' problem in order to let myself to solve it, make myself stronger.  ( did any people will make problem due to make themselves stronger? lmao)

I am always trying to prevent the happening of problems, because I am a bad problem solver. 

I am sucks in solving problems, especially friendship and love problems. 

Therefore, I always try my best to avoid the happening of problems, no matter what kind of problem it is.

I just hate the present of problems, they are not a good partner at all. 

I am not a problem maker, neither a problem solver.