Just be like normal.

I am confuse now. I don't know what should I do. =,= I am so stupid and dumb. I feel slack to do my revision, to practice my piano and even lazy to deal with the History Project.

I had changed, without noticing. lols, I suppose to be like the one I used to be. 

LazyJAM, lmao.

Obviously, I have not touch my books yet, because I am still blogging here. lmao. I am sure, I will do a \great/ job in the coming exam! AHA! aleluya.

Though recently I didn't practice my pieces and so on, but I do play some awesome songs. I love them very much, because I recomposed them by myself. EEEEHA! I know I am fabulous! ;x

Without any ideas, I don't like to play those boring songs and pieces, because I think they are boring enough for me to fall asleep. HAHA, but I do love some of them. 

Okay then, next... what next?... I enjoy my life, when there is no such things called stress and schoolworks, I will sincerely appreciate that. 

However, it will never happen. Life shouldn't be so easy and relax, it suppose to be more challenging and exciting, fulfilled with stress, am I right? Indeed, sometimes, for me.

I wish someone can read my heart, and no more hurts, thank you. I didn't aspirate this will going to happen soon in my life. Yet, I believe that there is a person who can read your heart and protect you from harms in this beautiful earth. 

What we have to do is just, WAIT. 

\\// We use our whole life to wait for die. :) Hence, there is nothing terror about death, we should think at the bright side. Die, is just another beginning of LIFE. aleluya.