Love to be FREE.

YAY, I am eventually back here. :) Few days didn't update my blog, feel sorry to all my readers! Hence, I am here to update update it.

ohh ya ohh ya, I attended my first aural class last Friday, still left one last class on this Friday. Was it awesome? yucks, I don't think so, because Grade 6 aural is freaking difficult. 

Especially for me, a girl who had failed her aural last time. ;x I scarce know why, I can't sing the notes when I was looking at the paper which is full with notes! 

Besides, I hate aural OR oral all the time! Of course, I do know how to sing, but when I was facing the notes, I will definitely stunned and falter.. No voice came out of my mouth.  Or maybe, indeed there do some voices came out, but out of tone. lmao.

I am quite concerned about it, because I really can't sing well for the aural. I don't know how to sing the notes! How good, if I was the choir member, I will surely gain a lot of marks for my aural. *sigh. The fact is, I am not. wth

Further, my scales are getting better if I keep practicing it. However, sometimes, I really feel so sorry to my poor little fingers which will suffer from the pain every time I practice the scales. I loveya all!

I discovered some funny stuff! My darlings kept advising me to go for tuition with them, in order to get more understanding for certain subjects and to improve my BM and English. LMAO.

However, my parents didn't do the same thing like them. My darlings are out rightly adorable, they look like my parents more than my original parents, concerned about my result and me, or themselves? 

Unfortunately, I really don't like tuition, if you really understand me, then you will discover the reasons. 

I am a person who doesn’t really like to be bound by something, I prefer freedom. 

Freedom is the best thing in the world.

My Life is belongs to me, why should my life be controlled by something that I dislike. It does not means that I don't like to study, but in a different way. 

Of course, I love to study, to gain more knowledge, to possess a vast of knowledge due to beat down the men, and yet for certain subjects, which will bring me a lot of jovial only. History is definitely out of my list, as well as Malay. ;p

I just want to be free, is that Okay? I just dislike to be bound, to be controlled. 

Let me to be free from everything, merely return my own life to me. That's enough.  

To be grateful.