New One.

First of all, I am afraid that the post for outing on Tues is going to be delay posted, because I am still lack of some nice photos! HEHE, hence hope you guys are willing to stay tunned!

Then, hmm, what I suppose to say about him. He is just so speechless to me. ya, I can hardly mention it as speechless. We are speechless to each other. We don't even have some common topics to talk or whatever. 

I hope to be normal friend with him, but, indeed, it's hard. =,= Fine, I will never try my best to make friend with him, though I think this action is stupid enough. 

Of course, I hope I can get a chance to know him more, however.. sometimes he just seems like not interested to talk with me. lols. Maybe I am too sensitive. ;x 

I know, my darlings will surely tell me, don't think too much OR maybe you are too sensitive. ( yesh, I know, madams :) 

By the way, I hope we are friends, that's enough. At least, I won't deliver my friends to a vampire and hope he can fulfill my desires. ;x 

Whatever, I think it's not essential to me now, because I suppose to concentrate more on my studies. I got a bad result in this midyear exam, seriously. omg.

However, I know I deserve it. Hence, I try not to cry for it, and then I did it. I instantly stopped my tears from dropping down. I am so proud of myself. ;X

I really have to hate myself for being so freaking careless! Especially for mathematics! O_O I've got a lot of incorrect for my paper 2 because of my carelessness! WOA, I think I am going to kill myself as a pay back. =,=

The lowest marks for Mathematics in my entire life. Arghh, *struggling.. I want to scold bad words now! O_O

Whatever, unless it's not PMR, fortunately. muhahahahahaha! I gotta focus more on Maths maybe, and stop being so careless anymore, otherwise, my sistas are going to send me to somewhere else. ;x

Maybe I should get myself a new one. :) lols, but who? no one, love myself.

Seriously, the old one is disturbing my pretty life. He shouldn't exist from the beginning! 

NO, HE SHOULD NOT!

He is not suppose to be in my life, 

He is not suppose to be part of my memories, 

He is not suppose to be the one who is torturing me so well,

He is not suppose to be the one who always flash across my mind.

He suppose to be eliminated! Indeed, he is. B Y E, *badwords

Hopefully, I need to get myself a new one.