What made my life? dahh, kinda frustrated today due to the exam on next week, again. The trial was just ended not less than a week, then here they come another exam. I feel stress for the coming exam, although it is just a very simple and unimportant exam. ==
Exam always make me feel stress no matter what is the purpose of exam! I scarcely want the result make my dearest ones down, thus I always work hard to make them feel proud of me. I hope my aspiration could be fulfilled one day. - Band all the exam. LOL!!
I feel more comfortable with Mathematics now, because I can score a better marks! Unlike this mid year exam, that marks totally taken me aback! I never wanted to score that marks anymore in my entire life. :P
Then, this trial came another disappointment, my English! sucks... I can't score 70 above! O_O I was astonished and expected.
I've told myself to work harder, like how I did it for my Maths! Indeed, I worked tremendously hard for my Mathematics in this trial, because I don't want to let my dearest ones down and me as well. NEVER!
I feel so tired and sicked of all the exam. I was entirely blurred and confused when I was undergoing the trial. I can't even remember the date and the week during the exam week. == It was really terrible exam ever. I feel numb for exam. Everything, had became a habit. Exam? Let it go naturally, failed? succeed? I don't mind, as long as I worked hard for the exam, that's adequate for me.
Those are your pay off of your hard work. You deserve it and don't try to deny it. You are just trying to cover the truth with your blanket.
//: I have to think of some solutions to solve my dark circles problem, my eyes like two burnt holes in blanket. xD
The truth never lies, but you did. -Jam.
it's part and parcel of life... it builds us and makes us stronger! embrace exams with an open mind :D
ReplyDeleteJamie, thanks dear. :)
ReplyDeletei wish i can go back to school and take exams again :)
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