Friday, December 16, 2011

I love you this much! ♥ ♥ ♥

Time elapsed like nowhere. The PMR result is going to release not more than a week! ohgosh, I am getting a bit nervous now. My family had put a high expectation on me to pass with flying colour and score a straight A's. 
Ironically it would be a huge disappointment to them, *touchwood*, since I am lack of self-confidence of getting straight A's in PMR. Anyways, hope I can! 


Time had lapsed impossibly fast. My dear friend is going fly to Australia on next Friday. She is going to study at Sidney and live along with her family there.  Honestly, I am not quite sure about the details, because we did not chat for long time, since the argument happened between others. 
Our entire friendship had broke into two. She is the most innocent one and she is the one who never want this to happen. Somehow, it's inevitable. 
Our relationship had been changed and it is quite difficult to mend. Basically, the problem isn't her, but her friend, indeed, I did not mean to condemn anyone here, since it is a history after all, anyways it's better for us to keep a distance. 
However, she's leaving soon. I feel sad for her leaving but I hope she can be happy always at there, since her smile is so fascinating! haha. I love you and I'll miss you as much as possible! loveya. safe trip!

Besides, in the same day of her departure, shunningtan is going an oversea vacation with her family to China! ohgosh! I wish to have an oversea vacation too! I want to 'purified' myself mentally and spiritually! holy crap, I am lack of cash. 




Out of sudden, think of the vacation it 'provoked' me to miss every moment I spent with them, all the memories kept flashing across my mind, no matter it's a historical ones or the most current ones. No matter it's before the incident or whenever it is, since we had once a beautiful friendship before, I cherish it. The moment we laughed, we cried, we insane, we left all behind and walked in separated way. 
It ended up with a sad ending, or maybe it hasn't end yet, who knows. We might reunite in our future. 

Remember, there are tremendous surprises in our life, you will never know when it happens, since it is a surprise. 

Remember, 
Your every smile bring me a H O P E
:)


Last but not least, hope whoever going to an vacation, have a safe trip and enjoy! 

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