the Murderer of a murdered.

Hey guys, I am back. Sorry that I am missing for few days, because I have to focus on my ABRSM Piano Practical Exam, and it eventually ended yesterday! Woots, I am tremendously happy and what a relief now. This huge burden is finally get out of me. 

Yesterday I woke up early to practice my piano, especially my scales, hehe. Then, on the way to the Prince Hotel, was super duple traffic jam! =o= I don't know why the town is always in a traffic jam condition, why it didn't getting better though they had did a lot of thing to solve this serious and critical problem. ==

After that, we finally reached the hotel save and sound. Parked the car and went up to the venue. 

Then, open the waiting room door... It was so crowed inside!! omgosh.................... But never mind, it doesn't calm my nervous mood either. LOL, I was so scared and nervous in the waiting room, waiting for the people called me to wait outside the exam room. 

It was a scary ambience inside the waiting room, I was trying to steady myself, but it seems like useless. LOL. Then, the lady eventually called my name and I followed her to the chair which special for the candidates to sit while waiting for the examiner call. 

THEN, the examiner called, finally. Her name Elizabeth Hayley. *click the name, you can find out more about her.* She looks friendly and she is a kind lady. :) I love her, actually. hehe. Her slaves-less pink dress make her looks so young and cheerful! I love her ocean-blue eyes as well, it's so fascinating! woots.

First, scales. Hmm, I did quite bad for my scales, I mean overall. Mistakes never let go me. =,= However, I didn't care much of that, because I know myself well. Nervous is always the murderer. 

Pieces, okay, it were kinda disappointed me. I made mistakes in every pieces. HAHA, I can't believe the most reliable pieces, are making me so astonished and down. What a huge joke! Maybe I was over-confident. 

Sight reading, hehe, the examiner treated me quite well, the sight reading is kinda easy, but I still made some mistakes. sucks me. 

Then, the most horrible aural came to me at last. I can't hardly say it went good, but sucks. HAHA, I know my aural level all the way long. Hence, I didn't care much too, unless I know I had tried my best. Just let it go naturally. 

Went out of the exam room with a relief smile. :) I told myself, finally it's ended. I found my freedom again. Even though, my exam doesn't go so well as I expected, but at least, it's gone. 

The burden had gone!

Maybe distinction is not mine for this time, I did not blame myself, or the examiner either.

If I deserve the distinction, the examiner will know. If I did not, she will knows too.

No matter how, nervous is always the killer!! arghhhhhh.......... fine. I've been killed one more time. lols.