Challenge

After a long consideration, I think it might be a good opportunity for me to experience another level of so-called life. I want to gain different experience and memory in my life, and this chance comes only once in a life, and I think I should accept it although it's gonna be difficult. However, I'm afraid that I might miss out a lot of other fun in the same time. LOL That's why I'm in dilemma. 

The reason I change my mind is because I think I need some motivation and I want to undergo something special and different, and I hope this opportunity can actually change some of my perspectives. I want to gain something more than what I would have in future. Maybe in that 3 months, I can gain some inspiration for life. Perhaps. But there is still a lot of concern for me, so I am still considering. Even though, I had expected this to happen *I can foresee the future*, but when it really happened, I was kinda astonished and my hands were shivering, sweating. wtf The moment when I know the news, I nearly shed my tears. LOL I know I shouldn't be reacting that, somehow I couldn't control myself. I was so down firstly, but on the second thought, I realized it isn't a bad decision to go for that chance right.... *probably self-comforting*  

It is not the end of world yet right, maybe after the 3 months of training, I could be a better person, perhaps. I always wanna go for something challenging to attain some new inspirations and be experienced. haha However, this time, I think I have to think twice. TWICE. Haha, even though I really wanna try, somehow my inner self is telling me, to be careful. loll I don't know what should I do, or I should leave it aside? Hmmm........ 3 months aren't long nor short.... nor easy.... For somebody, apparently it's not a big deal of having 3 months of tough training, but it's different for me. Haha, I shall admit that I am weak, it's been a long time since my last serious training, probably N years ago. And I am afraid of going back to those insane training although I think myself need some training. teehee But definitely, not that kind of 3 months training ba. Who knows, maybe I'll be muscular after the 3 months? LOL


We always need some motivations and inspirations to move on. 


National Service..... 3 months.... 

Challenge accepted?

I think, think TWICE are not enough.

Or, the results isn't confirmed yet right, there might be some changes or miracle....... hahahahaha

Jam. lovess